Posted by kara lynne on September 15, 2003, at 4:49:49
In reply to Re: I feel like I want to die without him. octopus, posted by kara lynne on September 15, 2003, at 1:48:21
I will try to remember what Tabitha said, that my little girl needs me right now, not a call to my ex.
I really don't understand what's compelling me tonight. Maybe there would be some benefit from my calling him if I want to this badly. On the other hand, considering it's almost 3am, maybe I should re-think the whole thing.
I just read an article about Kate Hepburn and Spencer Tracy. She said she put up with his drunken abusive tirades because she knew they belonged together. She considered every moment with him 'bliss'.
I didn't like the tirades. But I wonder if I dislike this missing him even more.
I'm sorry to everyone who's given me such thoughtful advice tonight that I'm still such a basket case. I'm just going to take a sleeping pill and pray to get through the rest of the night.
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