Posted by kara lynne on September 15, 2003, at 1:48:21
In reply to Re: I feel like I want to die without him. octopus » kara lynne, posted by octopusprime on September 15, 2003, at 0:45:51
Your story is a beautiful one, and comes as I am having to practically sit on my hands not to call him. I have been able to up until now, I don't know why this is so difficult tonight. I guess it's the finality.
You mean I shouldn't call him in utter desperation and beg for him to love me? I shouldn't interrogate him as to whether or not he is with someone else and go out of my mind with jealousy? I shouldn't drive over there and find him with her and stand before them a raving lunatic? And this is what I think I want to do.
I'm so impressed that you were able to find the beauty and grace within yourself last night, to handle your pain as you did. I will pray to find some of that myself.
Thank you for lurking and sharing your story with me. I hope you continue to post, you have someone here most interested in listening.
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