Posted by kara lynne on September 14, 2003, at 22:54:49
In reply to I feel like I want to die without him., posted by kara lynne on September 14, 2003, at 21:25:14
Where are you? I really feel like calling him. I am trying to talk myself out of it. I feel like I have to have *his* love and only his love--which is of course unattainable. It is probably the root of all my pathos.
I know I shouldn't call him when I'm feeling this needy--I know it's the addictive nature of this dysfunctional relationship. And yet I was so close a little while ago--I just wanted to call and hear his voice, and get him to say something caring, and everything would be ok again. I had to tell myself that it was not ok when I was with him, I was miserable. I was miserable, I was miserable, I was miserable. WHY then, do I want to call him so much?
Maybe I will try to write you at your other address. Thank you for listening.
poster:kara lynne
thread:260066
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