Posted by kara lynne on September 16, 2003, at 11:50:32
In reply to Re: I feel like I want to die without him. octopus » kara lynne, posted by octopusprime on September 16, 2003, at 11:08:07
Dear octopus,
I'm sorry to hear about the pain you endured, but you sound like you've made great progress and recovery. I'm not sure if you've written more about your story or not--I'm sorry if I missed it, I'd like to hear more.I considered deleting that comment after I wrote it, mostly because I don't really feel an impulse towards violence (at the moment, anyway). I really just wanted to illustrate the intensity behind these emotions, the distortion around jealous feelings. Sometimes I try to articulate things for myself in an attempt to understand and clear them--that's all that was. Not that I don't feel any anger, because I surely do, and I'm sure I will feel even more in the future. (Unfortunately? Fortunately?) I tend to turn my rage inward--but I don't want to hurt myself with it either.
I feel a little better this morning. Thank you for your kindness.
poster:kara lynne
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