Posted by roxygirl21 on July 19, 2002, at 23:38:16
In reply to Re: I HATE MY LIFE!!!, posted by Angel Girl on May 6, 2002, at 23:54:15
Angel, don't feel bad. I feel the exact same way right now. I have a really hard time getting close to people, and I'm just too goddamn nice. So I'm always the one stuck listening to people bitch, but when it's my turn, nobody listens. I feel like all my friends are slipping away from me..and I'm all alone. I don't fit in ANYWHERE in society either, the problem is I'm too damn nice all the time and it's easy for people to take advantage of that.
All I'm saying is that you're definitely not alone. There are times where I've questioned myself.."why do I even belong in this world? why do I even bother anymore?" and I've tried to kill myself before, b/c I was just so fucking sick of it all..sick of the emptyness and loneliness. I'm not gonna bitch and preach like 'NO DON'T KILL YOURSELF BLAH BLAH BLAH' b/c I fucking hate it when people tell me that shit..b/c I KNOW they couldn't possibly understand what I'm going through. You shouldn't kill yourself, don't get me wrong..but I guess all I'm saying is you're not alone..lots of people hate their lives, they're just not as good as showing it. Like if you first met me, you'd find it hard to believe that I'm suicidal b/c I surpress my feelings so much. I hope you feel better w/ everything though..and at least know one thing--you're definitely not alone.
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