Posted by Manda on May 7, 2002, at 12:49:59
In reply to Re: I HATE MY LIFE!!!, posted by Angel Girl on May 7, 2002, at 9:29:08
Angel Girl,
I took too many pills about 4 weeks ago. I slept for over 20 hours, and not one of my suite mates acted like anything was wrong. They didn't appear to notice that I didn't wake up until that afternoon. I felt so badly- it was so bad the night before that I took all those pills, and then it was almost worse the next day because no one even noticed. It took several days for people to tell me that they cared, that they didn't want me to go, that they needed me. So... What's my point? I've been there. I've felt like no one gave a d*** whether I lived or died. HOWEVER, I realized soon after that day that people really do care, and that I am important in people's lives. So, please think about that. I know how horribly you must be feeling right now, but please know that there are people who care. The world is a better place because you are in it. PSB is especially affected by your presence, and we wouldn't want you to leave for anything in the world. Hang on. Better times WILL come, I promise. (And this coming from someone who laughs in people's faces who tell her this when she's really down. :) ) I really mean it. If I can have a good day, so can you. You have to keep living for the good days. There will be many more of them, I know. Keep posting- we want to hear from you.
Pax,
Manda
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