Posted by sar on November 27, 2001, at 14:52:57
In reply to Re: your first love » sar, posted by paxvox on November 26, 2001, at 12:27:19
Dear Pax,
you're right. i did get over his looks for awhile but never completely; what he gave me was succor, he also unknowingly pulled me out of my first serious depressive episode into something wonderful...
i loved him in the sense that he understood me completely and that was what i needed so much; i also loved him because of his inner beauty (sounds cliched, but--)...wonderful poet, very wise, incredible insight and empathy...but in retrospect, i was in love with being loved, because he was so, so good to me.
i do have a few close female friends but i feel very shallow discussing this topic with people i know in person, i think it's just terrible...
tell me your thoughts, whatever they are, i'd be interested to hear...
sar
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