Posted by sunnydays on December 11, 2006, at 22:15:38
In reply to Suicide -mad at myself ** big trigger i think**, posted by inimitable on December 11, 2006, at 21:49:02
Oh dear. Yes, I have that feeling all the time. I get so worried that if I feel hopeful it means I'm not depressed and I'm just making it all up. But I think that's the whole point about depression, is we get into these thinking cycles. I'm so so glad you got your T to write the note for you. Even one class can be hard. I'm in college too, and I am freaking out about exams. Personally, I think take-home exams are the hardest, because they design them so you have to do a lot of work to get them done. So if you're depressed, of course you don't want to do it. And it's not a cop-out at all. I'm so glad you are posting here tonight. You will see your T tomorrow, and please bring up how you're feeling - maybe even print out what you wrote here. It's a great thing to tell him what you're feeling. I'm sure he'll have something reassuring to say to you.
Try to stay strong. It's a difficult life sometimes, but there are those moments that make it all worthwhile. And if you think you haven't found them yet, you will. Just keep trying.(((((inimitable)))))
sunnydays
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