Posted by Susan47 on May 4, 2005, at 15:24:29
In reply to Re: Termination Pain Not Easing, posted by Susan47 on May 4, 2005, at 15:14:48
Just had a clear thought, was walking about working here thinking, what is the matter with me, what kind of life failure am I that I need this so much? Then I realized this, I realized that what I really need is so simple. It's love, it's just love from a man that I need, love I can freely give in return. And that I need to find that guy, you know, when I find that person that makes me feel the way my T did, that is when it'll be right. I know it's possible. It just seems impossible that anyone can actually be capable of love like that, twice in a lifetime, I mean, me, you know? I don't know if I can love anyone else the way I loved this man, in my mind and my heart the way I love him. It just seems awesome and impossible. Is it true that love spreads? Is it true that once you know it, you can do it again and again? Is it something that gets easier once you've felt it?
poster:Susan47
thread:493680
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