Posted by Susan47 on May 4, 2005, at 15:14:48
In reply to Termination Pain Not Easing, posted by Susan47 on May 4, 2005, at 14:33:20
I survive on little daydreams. I pretend things to myself, things that will help me believe I have a chance for love in the future. I need a replacement man, the imaginary one is no longer effective. I need the real thing, I am so READY for the real man, you know? It's like, each night I look forward to sleep. I wake up in the morning, and I'm already lookin forward to bedtime, knowing that at least won't be painful, sleeping doesn't hurt, and I haven't had a nightmare for a while so that's good, the bad feelings from my dreams usually last a while though. I can't call them nightmares, really, they're not actual nightmares, just bad dreams with bad feelings attached.
How do you create love? HOW????? You have to have a REAL PERSON, right? You can't create love out of thin air, it doesn't work that way. It Doesn't Work That WaY, i'M screaming, SCREAMING.
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