Posted by Deneb on July 2, 2006, at 21:21:11
In reply to Re: Not over first block yet *trigger* » Deneb, posted by Racer on July 2, 2006, at 19:42:27
I don't know how to get over this. :-(
I think I'm a little angry. I'm starting to think that Dr. Bob wants me dead again. I think, I'm upset over a block, Dr. Bob doesn't care, therefore Dr. Bob wants me dead? Then I think, fine, I'll kill myself if that's what you want.
I don't make sense, I just feel stuff.
I think I'm having a temper tantrum.
When I was little and upset and my Mom didn't do anything to soothe me, I would want to hurt myself. I used to think my Mom didn't care if I got hurt, so I would get angry and hurt myself. I'm screwed up. I've got personality problems.
Deneb*
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