Posted by Deneb on July 2, 2006, at 0:10:19
In reply to Re: Not over first block yet » Tabitha, posted by Gabbi~G on July 1, 2006, at 21:38:39
Dr. Bob, you hurt me when you block me. You wouldn't believe how much it hurts. On a scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being extreme pain and suffering, it's a 10. It's worse than my grandfather dying. It's worse than my hamster dying. It's worse than a panic attack. It's worse than ODing on ____, ending up in the ER and being locked up. It's worse.
If I had a choice between ODing again or getting blocked, I would OD. I would.
I know you're just doing your job when you block people, but I just wanted you to know how much it hurts me. I know it won't matter to you. I know you don't have anything to feel bad about, because it's not your fault I was devastated.
I just wish you can empathize just a tiny bit. Can you?
I just wish you could say, "There, there, sorry you were hurt". :-(
Dr. Bob, do you now understand how much it hurt me?
Dr. Bob, it hurts so badly I do crazy things like e-mail you threats and hurt myself.
:-(
Dr. Bob, I don't want you to sympathize because it feel so bad I don't want other people to feel it also. I wish you would empathize though.
It hurt immensely when you answered my e-mail with a warning. It hurt so much I would rather had died right then. It hurt so badly I think I would rather choose death.
I'm sorry Bob, I don't want to threaten suicide again, but just because I don't threaten doesn't mean it won't happen. :-(
Deneb*
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