Posted by Phil on August 17, 2013, at 12:59:57
I pissed a very pretty girl off on a forum where I have the most time of anybody, spotless rep. This was by pm and I don't know what I said but it was bad. I universally despised for something I don't remember.
Monday I woke up consumed with finding the answer. Over the last year I've sent poison emails to two friends and three others who are the closest people to me, never an argument.
About two years ago I posted a facebook post that was so vile that within three minutes of hitting the enter key old friends were calling. The first took a while to calm down. Knock at the door, I said to myself, police.
The lady cop had been trained for these situations. She was hyper focused on every word, every move. That post that I don't remember had me a cats whisker from the psych ward.
When I'm typing I think it's perfectly normal so i send it. The next day I start getting an uneasy feeling...oh no.
My therapist said, if carljung was here he would say it's your Shadow Self. If anyone understands Jung, I can use all the help I can get.How people treat you is their karma
How you react is yours.
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