Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 5, 2008, at 19:09:07
In reply to Re: This feeling of a PB Grudge Warn **Suicide Trigger » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by Poet on March 4, 2008, at 21:08:28
> Hi Jay,
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> I can't say I was a fan of Kurt's, but I do like Nirvana's version of "Seasons in the Sun." It's a sad song no matter who performs it, but Kurt's version really makes you feel his angst.
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> Hopefully this youtube link works:
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> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kO4BF67pvsc
>
> Poet
>Thank you so kindly Poet! I have the audio of this, but never saw the video, and now it just hits me so many times as hard! I read so much about Kurt and this song, and to him it was like what brought back the 'special sweetness' in his memories, even if a lot of his memories where not very good ones. It brings tears to my eyes, really, to see him singing this, and knowing what I just would have so badly wanted to have said to him before he took his life. I would have said.."Kurt....it's okay...you don't have to be 'strong', you can cry, we can cry together! Forget about fame and all of that, let's just get our ghetto blaster, a tape of our songs that make us both cry and laugh, and we'll go sit in my bedroom and have pop (soda) and chips and nobody can bother us." I explained a bit more in my post to TC above, about this song and my own personal experience. It's like.."I know, bud....I know....it's going to be o...kay...it really is. Even just for today. We'll worry about tomorrow, tomorrow!"
Phew.......Thank you again Poet...you always bring out something great in your posts.
Jay. :-)
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