Posted by Fivefires on February 24, 2008, at 22:02:13
In reply to How are ya doing FF?, posted by Kath on February 24, 2008, at 20:38:01
To all of u:
It's negligent to not respond till now but I've had a horrid last few days and not been able to do so. I've not read past ll yet Kath and all, but intend to do so sooner than later, literally.
I c pcp 2moro. Scandisk w/ a lot of info missing; like having your diary missing. I can barely keep my mind on anything else. It might even jeopardize my identity. A lot of passwords will need be changed. Looking since Thur or Fri I think, not long after I posted this, as I wanted to download some more docs to it.
Pls don't be angry w/ me for letting u worry, though I would understand.
I also 'hid' some $ and can't remember where hid it, just like scandisk. Think increase in Xan*x may be culprit to memory problems.
The few peeps I've had interractions w/ since posted response to ll 'misunderstood me' in some way; a two sentence exchange, a plan scenario; every time sending me deeper into this desperation. Could upcoming mood possibly b this overwhelming, I wonder.
I have another reason for this absence; awakening w/ breakthrough pain yesterday morning and still it is lingering. Over a theramacar* wrap which is warm I have a cold gel wrap. Seems too much heat or too much cold makes pain worse. Pills aren't seeing me through this either.
2moro pdoc appt. It's not until 1p so maybe I can read here b4 go. I have printed out a website for people who are having trouble finding a pain management doctor and am hoping he will go to it and see if there is anyone he recognizes. There was a big ad in the paper about one in suburb just south but as usual, don't take my med adv plan.
It's a stormy night out there. I broke up w/ sig-other of 13yrs, and am determined to make this time stick. Might be ez becuz said horrid things I'd never known thought of me.
couldn'tmakeitw/ou, 5f
and: I almost forgot to check Email: notify of later followups (That's a noun I think.) to this thread, obviously what I did after responding to CS :(
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