Posted by Enigma on July 29, 2007, at 16:37:06
In reply to checked nm by mistake... » adelaide curtis, posted by adelaide curtis on July 29, 2007, at 13:05:50
> i am bitter now..
> relationships has caused great pain.
> the one i have with myself is the worst.
> be thankful for the wife who will always be your best friend :)
> some do not have anyThe relationship you have with yourself is the worst? Can you explain?
I am very thankful for what I DO have, such as my wife and kids and can't even imagine what I'd do without them.. well, actually I can imagine what I'd do without them.. I wouldn't be here anymore, it's as simple as that.
I know there are people who have less than I do, but I have to look at my life from MY current circumstances, and when I do, it's really grim. I don't have a single real friend that I see or talk to on a regular basis and it angers and depresses the hell out of me. If I was a total jerk, I'd be ok with it. The problem is, I'm always an "awesome" friend to these "people" I meet, and still, they crap all over me. This has been going on since high school!
Honestly, I don't care about "all" of those lost "friends". I would be more than happy with just ONE GOOD, "REAL" friend who would stick around. That's it & no more BS! I'm 38. Way too old for the teenager behavior my old "friends" (coworkers) used (and continue) to pull.
Anyway, I'm a guy, and sorry to say it, but I NEED to hang out socially with other guys (or at least ONE other guy), for my own sanity.
So, if any of you need a good friend and live near Manchester, NH, send me a Babble-mail or such. Of course, you'd have to be a good friend to me as well, unlike all the human garbage I've wasted my time on, just to get hurt in the end ;)
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