Posted by alexandra_k on May 28, 2005, at 19:34:42
In reply to Re: I feel like doing a bad bad thing *trigger* » JenStar, posted by Deneb on May 28, 2005, at 19:12:46
I would suggest you have a good hard think...
About how much it would hurt your mother / sister to know you are playing around with this sort of sh*t
About how much it would hurt them and yourself if you turn yourself into a vegetable or something.Really think about that
Really think about it.Sometimes the only way we can get out of our own bad space is to start thinking a little more about other people.
And about how what we do / say impacts on them.
How would you feel if someone joined in this thread
Started chatting with you about ways to OD
They did it
Ended up with severe liver damage???
If you are looking for a way to get back on track then I'm there for you
But if you insist on going this way
then I'm not going to be there beside youNot for worlds
I'm not getting back into this mindset
I will not let this way of thinking get its grip on me again.I choose to think about what I can do to help people
To make their life a little better
Then when I am going through something hard
They may choose to help me outBut I can't try and help someone who is determined to stay within that frame of mind
Where other people don't matter
And where the words of people who are trying to help
Just roll off ones backIt is no fun feeling like one is talking to a brick wall
And there is a risk to me of reading these posts
That that pov will get its hold on me again.
poster:alexandra_k
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