Posted by Deneb on May 27, 2005, at 0:29:00
In reply to Re: I feel like doing a bad bad thing *trigger* » Deneb, posted by alexandra_k on May 27, 2005, at 0:08:29
> You know, it isn't as easy to kill yourself as you might think.
> Firstly it is terrifying.
> Secondly bodies are fairly resilient.I've read this also.
> But I don't have urges to hurt myself anymore.
I think I like my urges.
> >I just have an urge to OD again and I'm not sure why.
>
> Maybe you just want the horrible feelings to stop.
> Is that it?I feel bad again. I don't know what to do. I don't like this. I don't think I'm sad, or angry...I just feel bad. I don't know. Bad, bad, bad...sorry I can't be more descriptive.
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*I think I might take just a small OD to make me feel better. I can't do anything major cuz my Mom is home all the time now that she can't work because of the broken wrist.
I feel bad. Very bad. I don't know what to do. Bad, bad, bad...I just do. I don't like this. :-(
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