Posted by Emme on June 25, 2004, at 15:30:07
In reply to Re: Crying and nobody cares anymore » Emme, posted by Angel Girl on June 25, 2004, at 14:15:13
Hi AG,
I'm kinda worried about how miserable you are and your being undermedicated. Does she know just how bad you feel? I assume your pdoc is making you wait on the topomax because it might worsen your SJS and she wants to give your immune system a chance to settle down? My point is that you’re in a bad way and I think if you have to wait so long to try the next anticonvulsant, you need to know if there’s anything else you can safely try *right now* that might help. Since you didn’t get to talking about Effexor in your appt, can you call and ask about it quickly? I just really hate to see you have your brain and emotions going so wonky on you.
It may not feel like it to you right now, but you are not worthless, you do deserve good things, you have strength, and you’re not alone. So hold on tight and keep putting one foot in front of the other and just try your best to withhold judgment on yourself until you have new meds, new therapist, and some of the firestorm in your head simmers down.
Enjoy your kitties. Wish I had some. Domesticated mammals are good creatures.
Emme
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