Posted by Scott in Vermont on June 25, 2004, at 14:52:41
In reply to Re: Crying and nobody cares anymore » Scott in Vermont, posted by Angel Girl on June 25, 2004, at 13:41:50
True, we won't ever be "cured", but we CAN find ways of making it through this and living functional and predictable lives.
I gte angry at this a lot, as you do, and I have moments where I'm just so upset that I have this to deal with that I forget that yes, I have this to DEAL with, meaning I can find some way to deal with it.
Playing "musical meds" is never fun and it looks like I'm there again. My honeymoon with Lexapro lasted about 2 months. Now it's Lexapro and lithium. Who knows where it will be in a few weeks? I remain hopeful (here goes my blind optimism again) that someday I'll find that magical mix that lets me feel like and be Scott without the roller coaster ride that seems to define my life right now.
I wish I had words that would make you feel better, but I know there are none (having been offered kind and supportive words when I was in the middle of a situation... I appreciated them, but they didn't "fix" anything) and I know that the only thing that is going to "fix" you is finding what you need, both emotionally and chemically, that gives you some peace and balance in your life.
You have my best wishes, for what it is worth.
-Scott
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