Posted by Dinah on December 13, 2003, at 20:14:01
In reply to Feel like I'm cracking up., posted by kara lynne on December 13, 2003, at 18:21:19
Originally posted by Kara Lynne 12/13/03
> I sent my mother an email. I didn't express myself well. I should have waited a while and come back to edit it, but I felt that if I didn't send it then I would never do it. I told her no more comments about my brother, but I shouldn't have said, 'for once in my life' I hoped she would support me--I meant around that issue. It will make her crazy. I told her I loved her and my brother but that he has a problem treating me with respect, that he also has a problem treating her with respect even if she doesn't see it. I said if I don't take care of myself around these things this depression will kill me, and hopefully that will be considered as well as his feelings.
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> I'm trying a new med and I'll have to stop. I'm in a terrible condition.
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> My ex went through some profound experience after I sent him the kiss off note. He's not trying very hard to win me back, but he sure sounds convincing that he's new and fascinating. He's fascinated with himself as usual, but this time there is something to it. I know there is no magic, but why couldn't he have done this when we were together? Is this some test from above?
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> If so I am failing miserably.
poster:Dinah
thread:289482
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