Posted by zenhussy on July 31, 2003, at 2:14:53
>and then what?
>what next?
>keep breathing?
ugh>keep moving ahead with this life thing?
expensive and a gamble at best>keep posting?
not bloody likely>open a bottle?
the answers are *not* inside>swallow some pills?
I don't have any that are the mentally dulling take away the ache kind>crawl into bed?
and lie there with my eyes shut but wide awake for hours just thinking every horrible thought--no thanks>read the library of self help/relaxation/meditation/etc. books I have?
if I could concentrate enough to read and take in what I've read I wouldn't be typing to a damn board at this ungodly hour!>argue with myself on a posting board?
hell, why not? it's all I gotzh
poster:zenhussy
thread:246927
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