I felt fabulous earlier....

Posted by Dinah on July 26, 2003, at 5:28:49

Terrific therapy session, and more importantly, a really nice time with my son this evening.
I was playful and happy.
So here I am in the wee early hours again for the first time in a long time, waiting for the Klonopin to set in. Convinced of my basic wretchedness and evil as a human being. Mostly OCD thoughts, I know. And I know how to separate the wheat of the thoughts from the chaff. I've gotten pretty good at the OCD stuff.
But is there a baseline for happy? Is the OCD and anxiety attack in the middle of the night an equalizer for being so happy earlier? Or maybe it's just because I'm ridiculously annoying when happy, and my husband's reaction reminded me of that, and set up the train of thought that led to the OCD attack.
I dunno. But I'd like to be giddy happy for once without having to pay for it later.
Stomp, stomp, stomp. (I'm stomping my less than dainty feet.)
Rant over.

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I felt fabulous earlier.... Dinah 7/26/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier.... » Dinah Phil 7/26/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier....Brilliant! (nm) » Phil noa 7/26/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier.... » Dinah noa 7/26/03
Re: ROFL. Thank you!! (nm) » Phil Dinah 7/26/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier.... » noa Dinah 7/26/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier.... » Dinah fallsfall 7/26/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier.... » Dinah Tabitha 7/26/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier.... » Dinah tina 7/26/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier....(((Dinah))) (nm) lostsailor 7/27/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier.... » Dinah KimberlyDi 7/29/03
Wow, I'm Speechless (nm) » Phil KimberlyDi 7/29/03
Re: I felt fabulous earlier.... » KimberlyDi Dinah 7/29/03
OCD and Happiness (or Bi-Polar high?) » Dinah KimberlyDi 7/31/03

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