Posted by Temmie on July 23, 2003, at 19:19:07
In reply to Re: Money is a good thing! Congrats (nm) » Temmie, posted by fallsfall on July 23, 2003, at 19:09:52
I heard from you just in time, FallsFall. I seem to get lonesome ... wistful (whatever) for Paul in the evening. It's so tempting to call. I just have to remind myself about all those things Mercury wrote (thank you, dear, you're amazing). I deserved better, and Paul knows it (but as Merc says/said, "doesn't care."). It's all about the buzz for him ... or perhaps it's relief from his pain. I don't know. I'm (despite cheery words) nervous about tomorrow's meeting with this guy. I'm afraid he'll fall in love/lust with me ... and I'm definitely not ready for that. Oh well. Tune in this time tomorrow and I'll tell you all about it! For now, I'm sitting on my hands .... Not going to pick up that phone (and my bedtime reading is "How to Break Your Addiction to a Person" which I ordered some time ago from Amazon).
See. I knew even then. I was going to need help with this one. Hypnotic. That's how Jane descibed him to me -- and that's what it was like.
Seductive, sensual, spiritual and hypnotic ...
That's how it was.
Not real, but a thrill.
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