Posted by kid_A on June 4, 2002, at 13:49:19
In reply to June 6th is father's b-day.....he's dead., posted by aLII on June 4, 2002, at 4:24:23
about a year ago, when i knew that i needed help from further falling apart i drove the mile to my mother's grave (she died when i was 18), and i sat on that little bench, and i wept and asked her how i could have possibly destroyed my life so viciously... so thoroughly...i didn't make the visit this year, there is mothers day, there is her birthday, there is the day that she died... all these dates wrapt around your heart...
you know you are a good person, just for questioning your own resolve, and we can not do everything at all times... its difficult to make the sojurn while we're picking up our own pieces...
besides, no visit will ever tell him the truth that he allready knows, the beauty inside you, that is the object of perfection in his eye....
wishing you something, anything...
(kid)
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