Posted by Katey on December 6, 2001, at 20:58:19
In reply to Re: a thought -- Katey, posted by akc on December 6, 2001, at 11:30:14
i apologize, i didnt mean to romanticize or generalize cutting. its just hard to imagine something more out of control than what happens to me. its not dissociative, but its like i lose my humanity. i have no control over my body, at one point it got so bad i started biting. thats lack of control. i very honestly do not like cutting, ive talked atleast ten people out of it in the past three years. but i was also the one inspecting the marks the next day and telling them how to bandage it. cutting hurts so many more people than the cutter, but i cant condem it because i would feel like a hypocrite. in a sense i'm a lot like tina, i do it to feel the pain, reminds me that im alive.
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