Posted by JayMac on November 25, 2008, at 13:21:57
In reply to Re: The L word with T?, posted by onceupon on November 24, 2008, at 20:14:30
I saw her yesterday and I know she reciprocates. I can feel it when our eyes meet. I can feel it through the way she acts around me. I have some major abandonment issues. Throughout much of my life, I felt unloveable. I didn't even realize this until I started seeing her. Slowly, I'm beginning to see that I am worthy of love. This is such a gradual process. I'm learning. It's a long process, but I figure there's no better time than now.
My T is not perfect. I originally wanted her to be perfect. I'm learning that she doesn't have to be perect in order to help me. She just needs to be "good enough." She is definitely good enough. She makes mistakes and will continue to make mistakes, but that's ok. I put a lot of pressure on myself to be perfect (especially with school). Knowing that she is not perfect and is still successful is great modeling for me.
It has definitely helped that we have similar interests. But I don't believe it's absolutely necessary in order to have a fulfilling relationship with someone. Similar personalities or polar opposite personalities, therapy and life are about how people relate to each other. It's the relatedness that matters.
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