Posted by B2chica on October 8, 2007, at 10:06:53
In reply to P.S., posted by antigua3 on October 8, 2007, at 9:00:28
hi antigua.
it's ok. i honestly think that "they' know when it's ok. and when you're ready. cuz even though i trusted Old T 110%, i think only one actually made it completely out once and didnt' stay long. and T never really new what happened.
so all i can say is...it will happen when it needs to.and i have one that is still 'inside' and will not show herself to others...unless cloaked.
it's interesting because i'm trying to figure her out with these 'new rules'. and it seems that she may be more integrated than the others? because i don't feel a body with her. she's all in my head. but it might be that's what shes for. cuz with teen i feel anger and want to run and hit, little one wants to curl up and cry or be on floor. this one is old lady mystic and philisophical. but she only seems to 'intervene' when i'm about to serisously injure myself. but she intervenes like making myself freeze, its like when she's present i can't move. before in T (old T) she would be present and i just sit there, can't talk but i hear her in my head, i would say i'm catatonic except i have lots going on inside but i'm frozen and look it.
and she is almost more like an observer...but she won't come out to T. infact i never feel her near when i'm in session.
i don't know that she will ever show herself in session...but i don't know that she needs to either.i am very glad that you write about your experience (as the others with dissociative disorders) because in the media it just sounds so matter of fact...and what i'm learning is that it's SO different with everyone. that there are so many levels, and so many responses and understandings.
and each little bit of experience shared from others helps me a little more to understand and accept what is going on with me.thank you a.
b2c.
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