Posted by B2chica on October 4, 2007, at 13:44:00
In reply to Re: Different Take on Integration (long and *csa* » B2chica, posted by antigua3 on October 4, 2007, at 13:15:50
none taken A.
and i liked what you said ....i''m just trying so hard to understand all this...
;^) and i like opinionated...no worries at all.
-thnx 4 caring>>Forcing the adult to be in charge without dealing with them first, I think, would be counterproductive.
and i think thats what im trying to do, i feel kinda like the substitute teacher in one of my 8th grade classes...she was technically in charge, she tried to control all us...but the harder she tried the funnier it made it to us, and some acted up even more...yup, i feel like that poor teach.
i think i do feel a lot more comfortable with knowing my "danger points", but i guess another prob i have with the hosp. is that some times these "feelings"/teen whattever, dont last long times....i wish there were a place i could go to for about 8 hours or so...not 24 or 72 like hosp likes.
Then again...at least when i'm "out here" i fight like hell not to have others see me, or i TRY not to act out....im afraid that if i went to hosp that i would just "let it all loose"....on me and anyone around..and i mean physical too, not just verbally.
..i feel like that could be it for me...that they would see that and commit me...
i'd loose EVERYTHING i have worth living for....Everything...and i'd never see the outside again.
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