Posted by muffled on October 5, 2007, at 23:54:08
In reply to Re: OMG so many threads..and I short on time... » muffled, posted by B2chica on October 5, 2007, at 8:31:35
> Hi! MUFFLED!
*HEY!
>
> well, i'll be getting on zyprexa again soon. im in the process of weaning my IRL little one (though im sure she would be fine if we stopped all at once, i think the slow taper is more for me than her) but it will just be a couple more weeks, then pdoc has me starting meds again...i think i might be stalling to. :^)*ya, its kinda sad to stop :-( But mebbe its time....
> i think a nice heavy dose of xanax may prevent switching?? dont know...LOL maybe if i switch to teen shell think shes drunk!!
*LOL!
> yes...under anger she IS a good kid...just no one ever took the time to see that..well now i have MA and work in research in healthcare....so SCREW THEM!*HA!
> Thats ok...cuz i got here on my OWN and i'll be ok with me.*yup, goto trust alla B2 cuz ya, YOU done it, you HERE, you done GOOD!
> good point about dealing with them at their age. i guess i do try to handle them as an adult...but i think its just cuz its SO weird. i mean i feel like a liar!*ya, its weird, but now I am more used to it. But it took me awhile....and there were alot of misunderstandings in the meantime...I understood her SO MUCH better, cuz when I took what she said, and how she reacted to stuff, it was nuts, but made sense if she a kid,....made total sense...that in of itself was weird...
> cuz logically i KNOW it's me... i don't lose long chunks of time...so i figure it must not be true....
*denial, I used to deny and deny, but it kept smacking me in the face, it IS real. I don't deny much anymore, and its better that way.
> but WOW, when they come out...it's SO REAL! they talk the way they do, not like 'i' do at work or anything and the Emotion is SO strong in each of them.
*yup IMHO they ARE real. But then WTF I nuts right?! LOL!
> i'm glad to hear it took you a while for you to accept. i mean its just hard to understand cuz i get all logical...it's me, but not, but it is...but not really, but it IS!!! aaarrggghhh.*man I wish you could read my journal, I said bout the same exact words!
>
> Thank you too muffled.
> for sharing. and for caring (hehe i rhymed)**S'ok, we help each other. And YA! you rhymed! :-)
M
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