Posted by Honore on January 13, 2007, at 22:27:59
In reply to Tonight - trigger (suicide), posted by Daisym on January 11, 2007, at 1:31:16
I guess there's no way to get through moments of doubt and hopelessness, other than to know that they will end. You will feel better.
Maybe that doesn't feel like enough, because the moment is too real, too thick, to see through or feel through and you've been there too many times before. But even the exhaustion and anger at life for being so hard won't last forever, and you'll feel hopeful and really alive again.
I don't know. I wish I could offer some better insight, but I often feel so tired of the whole thing, and trapped inside a lost and limited existence.
Sometimes I think that things will get better, and that it's worth the struggle; sometimes I don't.
But I'm sure your T won't reject you, or feel that you're too much for him. Even if the loss of faith seems like the only reality, you will find him eventually. I know my saying that probably doesn't help much, but I really do believe that.
Honore
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