Posted by fairywings on August 7, 2006, at 14:29:29
In reply to Re: Been away sick....need some advice, posted by LadyBug on August 5, 2006, at 1:44:02
Thanks LB,
I wrote him a letter last wednesday, and told him how hurt I was about some of the things he said, and that he'd made assumptions (like he has before and was wrong), that he didn't have all the facts and didn't ask me for the facts, that he didn't give me the benefit of the doubt, and that he was more concerned with his bottom line than his patient's well being.
I have grown to really like him, and it will be hard to quit, but I feel that he's betrayed my trust. Also, knowing there's a lack of confidentiality concerns me, knowing he feels he has to protect himself from his patients with a gatekeeper concerns me, and knowing he's not there other than appt time turns me off. I don't understand those things, it all makes it feel like a farce. I trusted him and I opened up to him. I've told him things I never told anyone, and now I wish I hadn't.
I'd like to think he really cared, and I'd like to think I matter, but I feel really taken in to have seen him for almost a year and know now that it doesn't matter one way or another to him whether I'm there or not. He doesn't give me a second thought - that hurts.
Actually the spine isn't too bad, but the muscular problems are what hurts. I'll be fine, thanks for your concern! ; )
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