Posted by fairywings on August 4, 2006, at 12:47:44
In reply to Re: Been away sick....need some advice » fairywings, posted by Racer on August 4, 2006, at 1:23:32
Hi Racer,
I had x-rays, no bone scan, but they did my whole spine, so I guess I'm okay other than the fracture. I think I did it falling off my bike when I hit a patch of mud. I really wiped out.
I didnt' mind your question in the least. I've thought about a bone scan bec. I don't have a big calcium intake.I have felt he was concerned, he's been very kind, but when I cancelled he just assumed I was mad, and wasn't concerned that something might be wrong, or I was sick, or there were problems, and that really hurt my feelings. When I'm in an appt. he does show concern, and I know I've benefitted from talking with him, but I worry I won't be able to get over feeling so hurt....which comes out as anger to anyone on the other side of it, and I don't know how to stop doing that. (guess that's why I'm in therapy)
I do worry that if something big would happen he wouldn't be there for me if he was booked. That concerns me. I'm not dependent, but I'd like to know in an emergency he'd be there. On the other hand, I know he has a life, and he's entitled to that.
Does your T call if you need her? I wonder how many T's have policies that they don't call. I found that kind of odd.The other thing is I'm not willing to put my relationship with my pdoc in jeopardy over anyone or anything! I'm afraid if I have conflict with someone else in the office he might ask me to find help elsewhere. I don't think he would, but I don't want that to happen.
Thanks for your help and concern Racer, I'm glad you've benefitted so much from your work wtih your T! ; ) I know how you've struggled, and have been doing things the past year that you hadn't been doing. Is that all from therapy, or is it meds too?
fw
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