Posted by crushedout on July 21, 2006, at 10:53:23
Just thinking about that quote from "In Session." It's ringing especially true for me right now. I had a really good double session yesterday but I still feel so hopeless about this whole thing. I am falling more and more in love with my T and it's seeming more and more impossible that I ever will fall in love with anyone other than an older, straight, female, married therapist (of mine). It's really sad because I want her to hold me and touch me and spend more time with me and she never will.My heart is broken and it has been for years.
We talked about this yesterday. She has hope where I don't. I guess that is good. I must have a grain of hope or else I wouldn't keep showing up and spending all my hard-earned money.
Just wanted to share what's been going on. As usual, I've been pretty absent from Babbleland. I'm sorry.
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