Posted by Larry Hoover on May 12, 2006, at 9:23:27
In reply to Re: conflicted feelings about csa ***trigger*** » bent, posted by daisym on May 11, 2006, at 19:04:26
> I think I'm in the minority that doesn't find the telling all that cathartic. I usually feel physically sick and I'm terrified for days that I'm going to get into trouble for telling.
I know this is a very personal question I'm going to try and ask, and I understand completely if you do not answer.....Have you ever worked on why you don't feel catharsis? Your described reaction seems very much in accord with what an abused child would feel. Like you're stuck there. Like you haven't yet accepted that it really wasn't your fault. You *are* in trouble for telling, the way you describe it. Or, do I not understand your meaning?
Lar
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