Posted by LadyBug on July 22, 2005, at 16:17:01
In reply to Power of Honesty --- (Full On Trigger) Long, posted by daisym on July 22, 2005, at 2:32:30
Daisy
I feel I'm rather new too and I don't know your history and such but I still admire you so much for the strength it has taken you to be honest with us and with your T.
I've had that pain where everything seems hopeless and down right awful. I was in touch with my T. everyday as well. I know she helped save my life. It meant something to know she cared even though I told her she was just protecting her own butt legally. I know I scared her. I'm a mom of 2 daughters and I know you're a mom of 2 sons. I could never do that to my kids. I know how much I love them and how it would be for them to have to deal with. I couldn't let my husband raise them!! Even though he's a pretty good dad, it's not the same.
Your kids need you. They love you! I'm sure they bring you a lot of joy and will in the years to come. You are an amazing person inside. Even though I don't know you well I believe this is true. You have shown me strength since I've been here at babble. I'm sorry you've been hurting and going through so much.
Remember nothing lasts forever, not even pain. Things will not stay the same. They will change. I'm not saying things will get better, I wanted to smack people when they told me that. I do know that things change and the way things are right now won't last forever. You hang in there tight with us and with your T. okkkkkkkkk!!!!
We're here for you.
LadyBug
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