Posted by pinkeye on May 23, 2005, at 15:59:27
In reply to Re: Wondering if my Ex T understood me » pinkeye, posted by Tamar on May 23, 2005, at 15:24:17
Thanks Tamar.
I understand what you are saying. I think he most likely won't reply anymore. And I have to prepare myself for it.
Hopefully time will dull everything, even if it doesn't heal. I want to heal this time though.. not just make it dull everytime. I don't really want to repeat this episode ever again.
I wish I didn't have transference. I wish it had been much easie to say goodbye. I wish I hadn't projected everything from my dad onto my ex T. It all feels very stupid now, and extremely tough to sort out everything. I feel like going to the arctic pole and hibernating like a bear and not see anyone and not think of anything for 6 months.
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