Posted by pinkeye on May 10, 2005, at 20:02:15
In reply to I am so tired but allright, posted by pinkeye on May 10, 2005, at 19:33:08
But I am not angry with my dad even now. Am I supposed to be angry? I vent here a lot and try to recollect more stuff, and many times I am upset at what went on.
But I am not really angry with my father. I keep thinking he is a good guy basically. My new T says somehow I need to relive the anger again - otherwise she says it is all supressed. But I am not really able to be angry.. When I talk to him, I talk to him normally, and I think I still love him very much, and I know he loves me. How do you become angry when you are not? My T says it will be really really good for me if I could somehow make myself angry at him.. and I think I have also been trying to fuel my anger by venting here more and more. But it is not working. And she thinks my rheumatoid arhtirits is mostly due to that - bottled up anger, and I really would like to somehow get rid of it, if I could become angry at my dad. It is much easier for me to feel angry at someone else - maybe my husband but not my dad.
poster:pinkeye
thread:495224
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20050504/msgs/496197.html