Dinah

Posted by Poet on October 12, 2004, at 12:40:50

In reply to Poet?, posted by Dinah on October 12, 2004, at 7:30:45

It is a trust building opportunity. I only trust her 50 percent, but that's more than I trust anyone else. She would take me back warmly. It's just me that's cold with fear, shame, failure and all the other ridiculous feelings that I have built walls out of to keep her out.
I'm trying to convince myself to call her. The only time I know she wouldn't answer the phone is Thursday at 10. She has a staff meeting then, I know because she'd change my time to accomodate it. But Thursday is a long way off and I am still periodically bursting into tears, so I may have to dig deep for the courage sooner.
Keep up the pep talk! I need all the encouragement I can get.
Poet

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I quit therapy- Feeling Very Sad (Long) Poet 10/7/04
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Poet, how are you doing? (nm) gardenergirl 10/11/04
Re: Emotional confetti » fallsfall Poet 10/11/04
Re: Poet, how are you doing? » gardenergirl Poet 10/11/04
Re: Emotional confetti » Poet fallsfall 10/11/04
Re: Emotional confetti Annierose 10/11/04
Re: Poet, how are you doing? » Poet gardenergirl 10/11/04
shame just plain jane 10/12/04
Poet? Dinah 10/12/04
Re: Emotional confetti Poet 10/12/04
Re: Emotional confetti » Annierose Poet 10/12/04
how are you doing? » gardenergirl Poet 10/12/04
Re: shame » just plain jane Poet 10/12/04
Dinah Poet 10/12/04
Re: Dinah crushedout 10/12/04
Re: Courage Annierose 10/12/04
I know that you can do it, even though it's hard (nm) » Poet Dinah 10/12/04
sending courage and positive vibes.... shrinking violet 10/12/04
Re: Courage antigua 10/12/04
((((Poet))))) how are you? any update? (nm) shrinking violet 10/14/04
Left T message to call me- update when she does (nm) Poet 10/15/04
Good for you!! (nm) » Poet Dinah 10/15/04
Re: WAY TO GO!!! (nm) » Poet Annierose 10/15/04
Good job! (nm) » Poet fallsfall 10/15/04
Woo hoo! So glad you did.... (nm) gardenergirl 10/15/04
Seeing therapist tomorrow Poet 10/18/04
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Nevermind - Saw Thread Below (nm) mair 10/19/04

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