Posted by Racer on July 3, 2003, at 20:49:22
In reply to Re: Suicide? Why not?, posted by coral on July 3, 2003, at 20:39:50
Maybe that's the problem: I've been here before, and I know what comes next. I just can't face going through it again.
Here it is: even if I did get through the next few days, I'm still left with the same pains. For so long now, I've been so over-extended, with no relief. It's like someone who's living paycheck to paycheck, who gets a bill for a new clutch and loses that job on the same day. I'm not getting that emotional paycheck, and haven't for so long now that I'm just flat out broke -- probably too much in debt to get out. Even if I got through these days, that wouldn't change.
It bothers me that my husband will be devastated by this, but I just can't face trying anymore.
poster:Racer
thread:239030
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