Posted by Partlycloudy on March 5, 2014, at 19:53:20
It's clear that my husband is barely tolerating his therapy, and he has said several times that he is only doing it for me.
This glue is about as strong as a PostIt note. I don't thing he will ever understand how spongelike I am to his anger, whether or not it is directed at me. He was so upset at the (normal) traffic time, seasonal traffic that we drove through to get to a spring training baseball game. It began about a mile from our house and didn't let up for the entire trip to the stadium. I had a headache and nausea by the time we arrived. "What?" He said. "I was perfectly calm." I don't know if it is denial or just an inappropriate method of expressing anger, but my PTSD has made me a sponge for anger, and toxicity. We can't seem to talk about the same topics at the same time.
This time, I will find a place first. Then start the legal proceedings. He won't even leave me alone to meditate. No privacy whatever.
More angry than sad. Not a bad thing.
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