Posted by Deneb on October 24, 2010, at 17:19:07
In reply to Re: I'm so confused and scared » Deneb, posted by twinleaf on October 24, 2010, at 10:13:05
Look, I can't get psychodynamic therapy and DBT even if I wanted to. Pdoc told me there is no DBT here in Ottawa. There used to be one, but they got cancelled because of funding or something. Also I absolutely cannot afford to see a psychologist for psychodynamic therapy right now.
Pdoc is the only person I've got and she can only see me twice a month at the most. I used to see her every week, but then she told me she couldn't see me every week anymore. Sessions are about 30 mins and there is just enough time to tell her what happened during the two weeks. There is no real time to get into the nitty gritty. This is the best help I can get right now.
Online forums are the only place where I can get support. If I can't get it here on Babble, I go to the Pro-Ana sites. This is not a threat, it's just reality.
I find it helpful to write about my thoughts and feelings here on Babble. You can choose not to read them. I'm not going to stop unless what I write has been determined to be uncivil.
I just feel so lonely in this. Just writing my thoughts out so that someone out there on the WWW can see it helps me cope.
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