Posted by inanimate peanut on January 21, 2010, at 22:28:00
In reply to Peanut better cookie, posted by janejane on January 21, 2010, at 20:55:16
Your title made me almost smile for a second :-). Thanks for your encouraging words. Yes, I think I get glimmers of feeling better every once in a while, so I hope as things get more stable those will increase. I did adopt my foster kitty, and she's been really good for me. She does goofy things and she comes and sits on my lap to be petted. I got out of the house today because I had to go teach water aerobics. It was an hour where I had to act normal and I think I did ok. Now I've almost gotten through another day, which is good considering that I woke up and started crying precisely because I did not think I could make it through today. Now I'm already worried about making it through tomorrow, of course. I just worry what I will do with my time since I used to spend it researching and learning about the brain and neurotransmitters and meds and how they work and now that all seems pointless. I guess I can still look at natural stuff-- after all, even Stanford experts are not geniuses at the natural side of things. He didn't even mention NAC for instance that that's in Bipolar Disorder magazine as working for bipolar depression. Your dx is depression, right, not bipolar?
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