Posted by Deneb on October 23, 2009, at 1:27:49
With my lack of motivation and declining functioning I am worried I am developing a serious illness.
I sleep a lot and recently I wake up and don't even bother to brush my teeth or wash my face. Sometimes I go to bed without a shower in the evening too and I always take a shower. I used to wear makeup and get dressed for school in high school. These days I just wear sweat pants and a sweater. I just have a lack of regard for my appearance most days.
Academically I am doing awful. I skipped class and pretended I was going to class. The worse thing is that I don't care! I used to get straight A's in high school. I got the medal for having an above 90% average. Now I am just looking to pass.
I'm worrying I am in some kind of prodrome state or something. I always thought I was too old to develop anything like schizophrenia, but guess what I discovered? The average age of onset for females is 25!
What if I become psychotic like my grandmother?
I hope I am just being a hypochondriac about this, but regardless I have major problems. :-(
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