Posted by Deneb on August 25, 2009, at 10:14:40
In reply to Re: Wannanorexia » Deneb, posted by Phil on August 25, 2009, at 7:19:56
I will try Phil. Usually I am OK, it's just that lately I've gained weight, probably from sitting around at home all the time now that I am unemployed. I just sit around and eat a lot of ice cream. When I gain weight I start thinking unhealthy thoughts about losing weight as fast as I can.
I know that weight watchers is the way to go for me. Nothing has ever been sustainable for me except Weight Watchers. I know I wish I were 90 pounds but in reality that is totally not sustainable or maybe even attainable for me. Weight Watchers suggested the goal weight of about 115 for me. I should aim for that. I know it is attainable.
I read about people with anorexia losing their hair, having dry skin, bruises, achyness, insomnia etc. and that is not what I want. Sometimes I wish I had long QT syndrome so that one day I might drop dead of a heart arrythmia. I'm probably not going to see the doctor to get tests so I can keep up the fantasy of sudden death.
I will be OK. Pdoc will be back soon and I will talk to her about all this.
Thanks for your concern Phil.
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