Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on May 10, 2009, at 18:04:07
In reply to Re: VERY BAD boy....my few days in Montreal....ughhh.., posted by seldomseen on May 10, 2009, at 16:55:50
> Well you had a wild time. Who hasn't? I suspect that some of what you are feeling doesn't belong to you, but is, in fact, very very old.
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> Every now and then I used to go on a party binge and just have a fabulous time in the moment. Invariably though I would end up feeling lonely, full of regret (if not outright shame) and with a lot less money than before I went.
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> Oh well, try not to overthink it as eventually you will remember what a good time you had and not the way you feel today (or at least that's my experience).
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> Take care, get some rest and drink plenty of fluids.
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> SeldomHey, thanks very, very much Seldom. I've been home for a few days, and I also forgot to mention that my meds have not been "right" for the past few weeks, and I gotta see the doctor this week. So, that may be contributing to my problems. I am kinda lucky in one way, in that the money isn't really an issue, because I had set aside one lump sum to blow for this trip. It was a LOT of money, but I haven't had a vacation, a real one with travel and such, in over 10 years.
My really difficult thing is, always having such a complicated "involvement" with women. I thought it was guys who where supposed to be all tough and just "womanize", lol? I just wasn't raised like that. I am often too much of a softie, and maybe do have to toughen up a bit. Yes, I did realize that this stint in Montreal was just going to be a one-night deal, but even then, I tried hard to make it "different". Well, so much for that. After the "events" where over, my attempts at conversation fell on deaf ears.
After more "events", it is 7 am, and she has to go home and get ready for work. Not even a hug goodbye.Sorry for too much info there. But I appreciate your relating kindness and empathy.
Thnx,
Jay
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