Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on May 10, 2009, at 16:14:07
In reply to Re: Thanks Phillipa...any more women...help please, posted by TexasChic on May 10, 2009, at 11:57:59
> You weren't bad, you were human. Nothing wrong with that. And you had fun! Yay for you! Sounds like you had a blast. Sorry I have no advice, I hope support is enough.
>
> -TThanks T hun. I am just listening to that song "I Could Use Somebody (Like You)"...I guess my real big problem is the emptyness, the lack of tenderness, warmth, sweetness, closeness, affection, romance...and on and on...that REALLY stung me afterwards. I LOVE that stuff, and I NEED it. I get really hurt when those things aren't there, and I know...it was my own dumb fault. I guess in my fragile state, I should have thought twice. But, really, when some 20 something year old girl is flaunting herself all over me, the ego kinda takes over. I think the only real reason they hung around was because we started buying them drinks. I really feel lost, because I shared something very intimate and now it's just all erased. Ya, I must be getting older..lol.
Jay
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