Posted by TexasChic on August 5, 2008, at 10:27:02
In reply to Lots of **TRIGGERS** and spelling errors, posted by Gabbette on August 4, 2008, at 19:07:52
> I wonder if anyone read all the way down
How could you NOT read to the bottom?! What a horrifying group of experiences!!! And its unconsciable that a doctor would take you off a med and then ignore you when you call to say you're hallucinating (whether that was the cause of it or not)!
I'd like to hear more about the angel. Things like that are why I always say people never cease to amaze me. Right when you've hit rock bottom and it seems like everybody on earth is out to get you, this stranger steps in, and does something they didn't have to do, and no matter how major or minor it is, it can be that one miraculous thing that gets you through. I've had it happen many times and I try to store it in my memory, I usually can't remember the details (stupid brain), but I can store that feeling of someone going out of their way to help me, when they had nothing to gain, or any reason whatsoever to do so. Its easy to let these things get buried by the bigger bad things that always seem to be happening. You know, I think maybe I will try to make a list of all the times someone selflessly went out of their way to help me, and put it somewhere accessible so I can pull it out whenever it feels the whole world has gone mad.
I hope you're feeling better, and if you're up to it, will tell us more about the angel.
-T
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