Posted by BlackIris on March 4, 2008, at 12:46:13
It's my first time creating a thread here...
I just have lots of trouble with life, I suppose. But who doesn't? :D
Just trying to get by.. School is getting hard. I feel like a failure all the time. I also feel fat - thank goodness I don't have eating disorder (I'm keeping my eyes on it so I won't develop one).
I feel anxious around people. I used to be such an outgoing kid, but I don't know what has happened to me. I still like hanging out with people but.. it's just not the same anymore.
My bf thinks I might be bipolar, which I don't think I am. If anything, a mild case of depression. And such low self esteem...
I reckon I should go see a counselor at my university.. =\ but I feel as if that'd make me a "psycho" . I know it is not, I'm a psychology major, but I just can't help feeling that by going to a counselor, it's an implicit way of admitting to myself that I'm not well, I'm not normal, I'm not good enough.
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thread:816148
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