Posted by one woman cine on January 11, 2007, at 18:33:13
In reply to Re: Deneb, posted by Deneb on January 11, 2007, at 15:32:03
"I'm thinking of more dangerous combinations. Do I want to die?
I ruined my life, maybe I should just die or something. "
That's a very provocative statement, no?
Only you can work to make your life different...you already know this.
I feel like you are asking the question, but you already know the answer you want to hear; when you don't hear it - your distress increases.No one can convince you otherwise, that you are not a bad person etc etc. All the cyber hugs in the world are not going to make this situation better. But you can. & I sincerely hope you try to.
There are only so many more times you will be able to "mini OD" - without doing serious irreparable damage you will regret. Maybe it will be 10, maybe 20 or maybe 2.
The attention is worthless if you are dead.
If you keep doing the same thing, you get the same result. If you want things to be different, you have to change the equation, not up the ante.
poster:one woman cine
thread:721248
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